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Name: Sibby
Birthday: 5/9/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Roswell, Harry Potter, Politics, Art, Photography, DDR, Final Fantasy, Lord of the Rings, Marvel, X-Men, Star Wars, Science Fiction, Anime/Manga, Eddie Izzard, Radiohead, and Ethnic Food.
Expertise: Drawing
Industry: Art
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Member Since:
11/10/2004
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| Thank you to those who came to my party! I'm so glad I got to see some of you all 'cos we don't have very many more chances left! Thank you for all teh gifts (I thought saying this was easier than sending out a bajillion thank you cards... which might make me a horrible person. I don't know.)
You are all so awesome. <3
Shannon, Stevedave looks like a porn-star pin-up. XD
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| Well, everybody else is doing it, so I suppose a graduation-themed entry is only appropriate as our high school days draw to a close. Before I continue though, I'd like to mention that it totally sounds like somebody is dying outside my house right now. I'm hearing loud thud noises and wailing, and yet I'm too lazy to do anything about it.
I've looked forward to this day ever since I entered high school... because I'm not the most popular girl and I didn't rule the school and in the beginning, the bad times definitely outweighed the good. Freshmen year was hell, and the beginning of Sophomore year was uneventful and just as dull. I didn't like high school at all. Yet things gradually picked up, I'd have to say this is thanks to me becoming friends with Cliff. Not trying to be sappy, just honest. I'm really grateful for that.
Cliff, you are one of the two things that makes graduation somewhat sad. I know, I know, we've already been over that we're going to move on, we're going to meet new friends, frankly I can't wait either. I'm not going to try to hold on longer than necessary because I'm smart enough to know that that isn't living, but as a part of this whole "living" thing I'm just going to be honest with my feelings, and that's that I feel a little sad that we were really only friends for two years, because looking back on it it seems like so much longer and I don't think high school would have been that great for me without you.
The other thing that makes me somewhat sad about graduation is somewhat weird and miniscule. It's not really my friends because I've accepted that I'm going to move on - some of them I can't wait to move on from. It's those acquaintances. You don't really hang out with them but they've been there ever since elementary school or middle school and you might not even like them but just seeing that they exist that they pass you by in the hallways is like a little assurance that the world is in fact spinning on its correct axis. That all is right, it's a comforting thought, really. It's not going to be like that anymore. People who's existence I've known of for the past twelve or seven or four years... in one year I won't even know if they're okay, if they're alive, and that's a little scary. Because all those people are familiar and again, even if you hate them, they define home and caution.
Which is exactly why I need to get away from them all the same.
So, I said that Cliff and random people are the two things I am sad about. What about my best friend, Shannon? It's weird, and I'm not just saying this because it sounds good, it's true, I can't be sad about leaving you because I don't feel like this is the end of us at all. It'll be hard to survive school without you for the first time in my life, but I know that I can always call or IM and you'll be there. Even if it's awkard, we'll just admit that it is and get over it. It's always been like that between us, our fights last like what... two seconds and I think we're honest enough w/ each other to just be like "hey, this is kind of weird." "yeah" "so what's up?". Bad example. Whatever. I know that it's like a natural law or something that people don't stay friends after high school or college and I am COMPLETELY realistic in the fact that I agree with that. Yet I still don't think that will happen to us. Who can tell? I only know that you are the one person I care enough about to actually try to stay in touch with, wholeheartedly. We're not just best friends, we're like sisters and we are the only two people I know who actually follow through with what we say to the end. We've had plenty of chances to split up in high school but it didn't happen, so... I have confidence in our friendship. Even if I end up eating my words ten years from now, what I'm saying right now is what is genuine and what I'm hoping for.
Okay. Totally done being sentimental now.
EDIT: So, okay, I feel bad for excluding like one person. Harrison, you're pretty bad-ass. You've made it to recognition on this entry. I couldn't just not say anything about you, even though I don't really know specifically what to say and you know you're not Cliff or Shannon but you are still more than like a TON of other people.
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| + Car Stuff. You know, stuff to pimp my ride?
+ Hayao Miyazaki films on DVD. (PM, SA, and HMC)
+ Anime stuffs.
Yeah okay that was the worst attempt. I can't really think of that much.
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| So a very big thank-you to the inconsiderate assholes who would not shut up during Dr. Watter's review session. Man, I wish I knew everything about economics so that I could just talk about my social life or my new laptop instead of paying attention.
That said... I hope you guys all get 2s. Not 0s or 1s because that's essentially not trying. A TWO. Also, why the hell were you even there if you weren't going to pay attention?
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| Soooo bored.
This weekend has been eventful though. I got my prom shoes!!! Paid a ridiculous amont of money (in my opinion) for shoes. I'm not much of a girl in that sense. I don't really care so much about shoes but this was exciting. Also got a hot little dress and manga.
Also fell on a teenage boy at work this weekend. VERY embarassing. But he was cute.
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